Divorce. Again.

I can't go through all the nitty gritty details. Just know there are many. Once again here we are. Not by my choice, really. It just is what it is. You can only love someone through so much. You can only hold on so hard. Sometimes it is just too broken and there is no magic cure. Nothing in the whole world that will fix it. The break is too large, too deep, too corroded. Good-bye is the only way and even though it hurts and you feel like your entire body is breaking from the pain, it is the only answer. Someday I will find happiness, acceptance, and understanding. Until then I will just take it a moment at a time. Ultimately this one is out of my control.